ninasdrafts:

“You deserve better. If you‘ve been looking for a sign, here it is. How long have you been holding up? How many times have you sworn this was the last time, how many times did you say you were not going to shed one more tear over that one certain person that grabbed your heart and twisted it in your chest, and how many nights have you cried yourself to sleep since then? How many times have you started over, giving people chances they did not take? How often did you cross oceans for those who would watch you drown? If it were another person making all the same mistakes again, you’d be the one saying “I told you so”. Don’t be that person that settles for less than they deserve because it’s what they’ve known all their life. Don’t make excuses for someone else’s toxic behaviour. Don’t chase after someone who’d leave you alone in a heartbeat. Be here and be you. You matter, just the way you are. And you deserve so, so much better.”

— you deserve better / n.j.

unwakeable:

let’s spend the night together watching stars under the sky 

New phone is up and running and hates my tumblr lol x I’ll be around for like a couple more days as everything transfers over… might do a lil bye message or whatever x

relatablepoetryandquotes:

“He who would learn to fly one day must first learn to walk and run and climb and dance; one cannot fly into flying.”

- Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra

via @philosophybits

writing tip #1330:

gr8writingtips:

eat the printer

It’s only a small amount but I can see and feel it everywhere and it’s making me feel really claustrophobic in my skin and I know that it’s silly but I’m also completely internally screaming and hating myself and hating anyone who pretends I am anything other than a big fat failing ugly yucky horrible emily.

I have done my first weight gain since probably October latest after a bunch of good weight loss and now my head is ABSOLUTELY SCREWING AT ME AND IDK WHAT TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO